Where is my__________?

Trust is always taken advantage of, and it doesnt take long for people to see that and use someone elses trust. Like a pack of fucking zombies, they leech off person to person untill they too become a worthless, emotionless hole. wondering why they ever trusted anyone. Maybe its that final snap that makes reality set in for a second, and you realize then that you are no different.  But you are different, right? You grew up in an isolated environment, not getting the normal emotional effects of society. So you create an image of what its like and base your thoughts and dreams off that. Like you did when you were young. Every kid wants to be a superhero or a firefighter or space man. Why though? because they are told they can be anything they want. You tell me how the fuck some poor ass college kid with no rich family or good credit is going to be a damn spaceman. Hell no, that shit wouldnt ever happen. i realize this has become a rant. maybe what i nedd. My girlfriend made out with some dude at a party adn didnt tell me till 2 weeks later. just like my last bitch ass girlfriend. why am i attracted to people that do this shit? or is it my theory on trust? I was just attacked by a zombie and didnt even know it. A media controlled, fed, sheeple. I swear man, i let my mind go sometimes. I think of crazy shit and laugh at it. Like what if the media actually influences kids as they grow up to bedifferent. like only buy certain brands of stuff. or only put money in a certain bank. It totally could happen. I swear. Drake says “YOLO” and everyone doesnt ever quick saying YOLO. like what the fuck? youve seriously never heard somone say you only live once? Or were you just that dumb and didnt realize it? people get dumber and dumber every year. I wish there was a sweet secluded place somewhere i could move to so that i wouldnt have to deal with peoples shit. Icould choose who i have to associate with. cut out mainstream life. they can struggle all their life for the “American Dream”. Ive got mine bitches! Its called free living, i dont need the shit you think you need, the shit your fed to need by the media, I have my own opinion. I dont let rap songs and reality tv affect me. I dont buy into cheap ass commercials and advertising. Im extremely open minded too, about alot of stuff. Like abortions, and racsims, and all kinds of other contrioversial topics. They interest me because it shows who is a real person and who isnt. You can fight to defend what you belive in but shouldnt you also realize things about the other side and learn about it too? I dont know man, life doesnt really make sense though, at least not how its going lately. my state of mind has just been blah. I feel like i need a change, something really new. 

THERE ARE TITIIES EVERYWHERE. JUST SAYIN. BRING YOUR HAND LOTION CAUSE NOONE LIKES DRY HANDS ON THEIR TITTIES.

i abuse this site. The only time i go on here anymore is when im depressed. fuck this. im sorry for all my stupid depressing rants. I guess its how you cope when noone knows why you feel the way you do. posting it on here makes you feel like there all sorts of people who might feel the same and read it, but in reality your post either goes unread or is lost among the trillions of reblogs. which in turn could be more depressing than the situation that made you post the shit in the first place. i think ill just browse pictures on here from now on. fuck followers and and reblogs. yall can suck all on my dick. peace.

I hope the “things” you own will one day fuck you over. There is more to life than things.. realize it and make the world a better place, not your wardrobe.

fuck conformity. fuck poverty. fuck racism. fuck segregation. fuck minimum wage. fuck misunderstandings. fuck hypocrites. fuck persistent liars. fuck addicts. fuck lazy asses. fuck the system. fuck bad luck. fuck over-religious freaks. fuck bad moods. fuck war. fuck shitty friends. fuck inflation. fuck timeshares. fuck tax cuts. fuck over-priced food. fuck natural disasters. fuck dirty cops. fuck retarded laws. fuck MTV. fuck stuck up people. fuck burglars. fuck pedophiles. fuck rapists. fuck serial killers. fuck kidnappers. fuck expectations. fuck rich neighborhoods. fuck rabies. fuck diseases. fuck cancer. fuck death. fuck drug dealers. fuck controlling people. fuck over-protectiveness. fuck jealousy. fuck name brand clothing. fuck smart-asses. fuck idiots. fuck drunk drivers. fuck people who text and drive. fuck that dude behind you who honks his horn the second the light turns green. Fuck “no turn on red” signs. fuck paranoia. fuck old people who cant drive but do. fuck stereotypes. fuck judgmental bitches. fuck sluts. fuck prostitutes. fuck scams. fuck back pain. fuck self hate. fuck suicidal thoughts. fuck depression. fuck injuries. fuck rude people. fuck inconsiderate fucks. fuck indecisive people. fuck hypochondriacs. fuck politics. fuck arguments. fuck headaches. fuck that one stupid song you hate that always gets stuck in your head. fuck people that lead you on. fuck people that change. fuck what you think about this post. fuck you if you think this is about you.  fuck….